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pathetic dad!!
Posted 10 Jan 2006 // 1:34 am


jus had a fight with my dad earlier on.arghh!!!i jus hate him at tymes..n i duno y he made me hate him so much!!

i just came back from my dance prac.reached home bout 10.30pm.as soon as i reach home,like norm,i went straight to my room n rest.he came into my room bout half an hour later.....


DAD:"where r you from??"

ME:"just came back from my dance prac.."

DAD:"where the hell do you alwaes had ur dance prac at?"

ME:"at senja lar..its at a hall..whr ppl usually used for weddings or other functions.."

DAD:"next tyme u hav a prac,show me wheres the place!i wana noe where u actually go!

ME:"oklor..its not a prob for me.i wont mind giving u even the full add if u reli wana noe!"(well..i dun tink i need to be afraid if im not wrong)

DAD:"see the way you answer me!!!
and he started screaming n yelling...........irritating!!!

HE reli says things dat hurt me deep down.i doubt HE even realise it.pathetic!HE says dat im wasting my tyme with all this activities dat i do like dancing,floorball n stuff like dat.HE assumed dat i aint gona gain anitink good by doing all dis.yeah..he may be PARTLY true bout it,i may not gain anitink besides jus making myself tired.

howeva..dis is the only way i cld make myself active n happy.i lurve dancing..HE knows dat well enuf since im young..or shld i say since im a small kid i like dancing.i'd decided to set up a crew n join the dancework 06 which will be held dis feb.i joined bfore..twice..back in 02' n 03'.HE didnt make a fuss bout it back then.funny rite!!arghh!!

but now..HE got fucking mad bout me wasting my tyme with dancing n coming home late.well..my prac alwaes ended late coz we start only at 7.30pm.every of my crew member is bz with skul/werk in the morn n noon so the only time we wil hav is at nyte.we make it 2 to 3 tymes a week.

next..floorball training.every wed.HE says dat wat kind of CCA ended dat late.its weird to him.den HE accused me of hanging ard aft training n reach home only at 10.30pm.for goodness sake..floorball ended only at 9.30pm.wash up n head home slowly.reach 10.30pm..jus nice wat..from skul to reach my home took atleast 45mins.sumtymes i jus duno wat he xpect from me.

thirdly..work.HE says ive been working too much.n rarely at home.yeah,its true.coz i jus hav to work harder for more bucks!HE didnt gave me much $$ either.i support myself.i hav been goin on like dis since like a yr+ ago..i wonder if HE ever think bout my effort to lessen his burden..pathetic!!ungrateful!

in short..HE's jus not happy that i seldom spent my tyme at home now.i was too bz with my activities out dere.he even accused me of neglecting my studies..arh wateva!he never EVER cares bout my studies bfore aniwae..

but criously..im doing fine with my studies.doing good in school.i do have projects n assignments.yesh..im doin my best for all.HE knows wat??!!HE never tried asking me nicely..jus prefer accusing!!stupid!

im confuse on wat shld i do actually.feel like i shld quit dance n floorball.but cant see myself stopping doing those activities.i like it so much.im sure my life wil be such a bore if i only werk n skul,werk n skul.im still a teen..i wana njoy..i lurve doing active stuff..

haiz..duno lar.im trying to sort things out.reli confuse man.VERY.how pathetic can my life be with such dad.my god!!

till when can i hold on..i duno..

*tears*





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