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Posted 23 Jan 2006 // 11:38 pm
To my First n Only Beloved Ex Boyfriend..finally..i get to see u Dear.i mish u so much.its been bout a yr plus since i last see u n get to hold u in my arms.yeah i noe dat i can no longer hold u like before.atleast the sight of u makes my heart jump in excitement.happy.yeaps..im very happy to see u. Dear.. we were together in the train.same cabin.jus standing at opposite doors.i look at u.oh god!ure still as gorgeous as before.how i wish i cld look u straight into ur eyes like i used to do.n received dat warmth kiss on my forehead in return..but i noe i cant Dear.u NO longer belong to me.n NEVER will again.flashes of ur face..memories with u run in my mind like a slideshow.how i jus mish the tymes we spent together..the hugs..the kisses..i wish i cld turn back time.i want to be with u again.its hard to replace u.ure just too special to me.i never can forget u.i tried but i jus cant. Dear.. thx for the smile..thanks so much.dere wasnt any conversation between us just now.y?y didnt u like come up to me..i mish talking to u..but nvm lar,i suppose we're both speechless.i waited n waited for you 4 the past 1 yr.i thot u wld come back.but i failed to get a gd response.worst still,i doubt u wld ever return.i noe i no longer fill dat special space in ur heart.its has been REPLACED but sum1 else.shame on me coz i cant be as special as her.shes so lucky to have u loving her as much as i love u. Dear.. wateva it is.i jus wana say dat I LOVE U STILL.wishing for u to return to me.i kept thinking bout u since i saw u jus now..can i have u back dear?can u love me like before?care for me like u used to?can u..???i cried..i jus gotta let it all out.its unbearable thinking of u.how cld u leave me dis way?u noe very well i love u so much.come back to me Dear..come back please.. Dear.. thru out the 1yr.i noe a few guys.but NONE Dear..none was like u..none care for me like u cared for me.none was able to give me dat special feeling i had for u.sum even tried to fool me.how i wish i was stil with u so dat i wont have to go thru all dat.but..i managed to pull thru Dear..coz i noe i hav to be strong facing the outside world without u by my side. Dear.. memories with u can NEVER be erased.even if i tried.i cant.i noe dat we're destined to go separate ways,howeva,u can never be replace.dats for sure.ure 1 special person in my life.n alwaes wil be.I LOVE U..until today.even if i hav a new guy one fine day,i will tell him straight dat i can never forget u.MY FIRST LOVE. hugs n kisses from me Dear.muacks..... tomorrow..24th January 2006 marks my 1yr single lyfe.a yr ago..u let me go Dear.u left me out of a sudden all on my own to lead my future lyfe.u were no longer dere to guide me.LOST.dat was wat i faced.but till dis very moment.im still here waiting for u.yesh..ive went thru the 1 yr on my own.face all odds.but i feel ur presence everywhere i am.ure still here with me..i can feel ur 'presence'..i swear.  could i hold u again like i used to??dear......sobs.. when u left i lost a part of me.. come back baby please.. we belong together.. I LOVE YOU..... |
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