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Posted 5 May 2006 // 11:31 am
Almost 'dying' of boredom at work just now.I wasnt doing anything from 9am to bout 0330pm.No work was given from anyone.CT didnt come to work, she is not feeling well.Poor her..Was coughing n sneezing badly the day before.Get well soon my dear gf.I surf the net, chat. Dats all. "Btul2 makan gaji bute sak!! Tapi nie bukan sengaje tau, mmg dah tk di suruh buat ape2 pun.."


At 1230pm, head for lunch at Jurong Point. The nearest shopping mall from JTC. Ate at LJS. Combo 2! Been craving for it. Took my first bite n Sarah, my bestie cross my mind. She loves eating at LJS. Remember the times we ate together. " Sarah aku rindu ko lar!" Theres a variety of food to choose from unlike the one and only canteen available in the centre of all the factories. Even more pathetic, theres only 1 muslim store among 12 food stalls available. The rest are chinese food. How pathetic can dat be..Haiz..


Back from lunch.Continue with what i was doing.Lucky me, Mani was online. So, atleast got someone to chat with. Chat with her..She find it weird that i wasnt doing anything at work. "Btul Mani..Langsung tk uat pape..Pathetic sungguh..Irritating pun ader..Ape punye company..Name jek company besar..Well-known konon..Tapi haprak pun takda!!" But as for Mani, she got all her jobs to be done. She's multi-tasking at that moment.


Besides dat, Zee kept me company thru sms. He's at school. Sms with him planning for....Tomorrow's 'date'.Yikes!!Gosh..i cant believe myself!!" I accepted his offer to go out for a date jus like dat!"I wasnt contacting any more guys from sch besides my best bud like Fi n Shah.The rest..NO N O! I get tired with all the LIARS, PRETENDERS n JERKS.I thot i never wanted to date anyone anymore. Sick lar of all! Sume same jek. But Zee came into my life jus recently n n we became frens.


Thoughts run thru my mind..
Y i start a f/s with him?
Y i get to noe him?
Y did i accept his offer for a date?
Y?Y?Y?
All the whys..I duno..I wasnt prepared for anyone new, not even a new guy fren.I dont wana end up having to faced new problems relating to f/s or r/s.
"Haiya..Masalah btul tau jadi 'Dewi' nie.."


Haiz..Im jus being worried lar.."Masalah2 dlm hidup aku sekrg blum selesai..Takut plak klau have to face masalah baru. Tuhan nk uji aku ke nie?? "
Im not prepared..But oh well!Tomorrow is the day..He's anxious n eager to see me.


To Zee,
"I'll promise u'll see n get to noe the 'real' Dewi tomorrow."


Its not fair for u, if i 'see' u like the old bad guys ive known back den.
C how things go tomorrow..
Time 4 bed..Nyte all..

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