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1 Thing i Lack in LIFE
Posted 30 Jun 2006 // 10:57 pm
I am bored. Bloggin would be great. A sudden thought dash thru my mind minutes ago as i sat by the window dreaming away. Its almost to 11pm. Voices of passer-by can be heard clearly from my bedroom window. Laughter?? ( The voice of a girl) I peep down. A couple. Teasing each other. Joking. Hugging. As they stroll along. Hmm.. When was the last time im 'dat' happy??? I asked my dear self. To think of it. Yea, missing so much of that 'happy and meaningful moment'. Tough luck. I jus couldnt meet the right person. Yes. Being single is great. Not denying. Freedom. However still, to be loved and to love someone is another great factor in life. Excluding the love from peers n families. The love from 'a special guy' i could call my own.. Is so much awaited Blaming myself wont be good. I willingly accepted my fate. Not blaming 'Allah' either for whatever happens. It's not that i never tried to search for the love i long for. I did. But everytime i do so, i failed. Again and again and again Till finally, i told myself. Rather then to be hurt repeatedly. Its best i stop. Till dis very moment. Ive not found my man. When the people around me Have someone who loves dem dearly and wholeheartedly. Someone who tries to win their heart. Someone who chose dem for a good reason. Someone who would appreciate dem. Someone for dem to lean on at times gd/bad. Wheres mine??? My life isnt yet complete. I plead. Im tired of all the misery. The tears gone dry.... |
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