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MAJOR FAILURE
Posted 23 Aug 2006 // 6:45 pm
I FAILED MY TP.
Im in tears while posting this.
Yea, i had my TP test earlier this morning.
I was mentally prepared. I manage to do warm-up twice around the circuit.
As my tag no is 2nd last, which is no 89. I had a lot of time to get prepared.
After the warm-up, sat inside the waiting room.
Nervous yes i do. But im ready to do my best.

Around 1030. My no tag was call upon along with no 82,83,84,85,86,87,88,90.
We are the last group. I say my prayers. I get a bike.
Tester gave signal, off i go.

Everything went fine except at my e break whereby i did not attain the required speed which is 35km/h. I realise that mistake though. But it was better than crossing the red line which is equivalent to an immediate failure.

Soon later, i proceed to the main road.
Independent riding. No. 88 which is infront of me was long gone, leaving only me and no. 90.
So, i lead him. I got no problem with the route.
I ride my way thru till im back at BBDC.
I thot i did fine but it was proven otherwise!

I was given alot of penalty on blindspot checking.
Delay in signalling.
Wobbling.
Speed too slow.

Only god knows how i feel when my tag no was called out.
All hopes went down the drain.
Im ashamed of my ownself for having to face a failure.
I consider it a MAJOR FAILURE in my life.

I pity my parents, they have put so much hopes on me.
Im sorry for my friends, cause they really believe i will make it.
I apologise for everything. I suppose i got lots to improve on.
My next TP is somewhere in the middle of next mth.

I hope for a better luck this time round.
A better performance from myself.

Ive long to see my parents, friends smile upon my achievement.

I YEARN FOR IT, I DO MY BEST AT MY 2ND CHANCE. I PROMISE.

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