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they are the ones i'll tell my kids about
Posted 27 Nov 2006 // 2:05 am
i'm still not sleepy yet.work earlier today, just got back an hour ago. work was kinda bored today. it was raining and furthermore, its Sunday. thus, result in less customer than usual. dear blog, lots of changes took place in my life recently. HIM. rmbr HIM? he 'left'. i thought he really meant it when he say he love, he care. but i thought wrong. partly, yes, i have to blame myself cause i made a mistake. i tried my best to apologise and mend things between us. but he decide not to forgive. fine. he have his reason for sure. people makes mistake in life. all kinds of mistake. but why am i not given the a 2nd chance? i sat down and think. if now, u already refuse to give me a 2nd chance, wat more in the future? yes i love you. i really care. but like you said before, if we're meant to be together, then we will be together. if not, we eventually wud go separate ways. ok. so now. i suppose. its its different now since his absence. i tried my best to fill up my time with work ; only to avoid thinking bout him. i do miss him at times. but well, life has to move on. HIM, is the 3rd. 'H' is the 2nd. 'A' is the 1st. Would there be a 4th?? (i refuse to declare their real name) this 3 man who once enter my life ; left many memories. they are the ones who cause but i learn to get over it. one day, when i have kids. there are the few man that i will tell my kids about. "they might not be your current father, but through this few man, Mummy learn alot bout love life. now, Mummy loves only Daddy. he'll be the only man Mummy be with till my last breath.." hee... |
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