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i took problems too hard on myself i suppose
Posted 22 Jan 2007 // 7:04 pm
wat a bad day to start off with.im prepared for school. left home, along in my hands are my books for lessons. yesh, i really wana go school. but had a premonition something is not right. reach my carpark. check my rear tyre. ok. PUNCTURE. its been dat way since the last time i ride my bike on Saturday morn. but on Sat morn itself, i did pump it again bfore heading home. the air goes off again. back to just now.. ok, fine. ride slowly to the nearby petrol station. pump. then back to normal. ride off.. halfway, my bike started to wobble again. nemind..i go to the next 'pit stop'(sarcastic)..ya rite..the next NEAREST petrol station i mean. my tyre goes SUPERRR flat. i tried to pump it up again. WAS fine, then it goes flat again. goodness.. already late for lesson. stranded at a petrol station. with no help. just my hp in my hands. wonder to call who. 1st- text fazhly, "i cant be in school. my bike got prob." 2nd- call up mum, "mumy! my tyre puncture!" 3rd- neighbour, ''goodness, my tyre puncture lar..stranded at the petrol station." shud i wait 4 help? nah.. i have to proceed home so yea..i made my way home. DAMN slowly.. i tell u..its really scary..coz u only depend on ur front tyre. wobble lar hell! my heart pump real fast..VERY2 fast.. =( reach home. i chill out. coz im reli f*** up! actually im already f*** up since yest.. regarding my comp. i cant log in to my msn. i cant log in to hotmail. duno wats wrong! im ABLE to view other websites..just name it..any website..i can..BUT, not the above mentioned. i thot ok maybe i give it like a 24hrs 'break'. i check again this morn! still the same! wat am i suppose to do? it shows.. WEBSITE ERROR: CERTIFICATE EXPIRED (huh?! wat the hell is this mann??!) arghhhh!! ok people..im ald pist off.. then the story about my tyre comes along.. then i miss school.. then i feel bad skipping class.. then i should have taken the public (i planned to do so the nite before, but sadly, i woke up late, i mean late as in, IF i take the public, ill be late, IF i ride my bike, ill reach on time.) the only gd news is, it only cost me $12 to change my tyre tube. lucky. coz at first i thought my tyre is tubeless. IF its tubeless, i have to change the tyre itself which will cost me a sum. but my tyre happen to have tube, so, only the tube need to be change. oh my....wats wrong with today.. . . . my tyre finally change!(the tube i mean) problem settled. back home. tried figuring out my msn n hotmail problems. msn settled! just by adjusting my time/date setting which goes back to 2004! i rarely look at my PC clock..so, i didnt notice its not update. i have to look up the net wats the cause of my msn prob using the msn code problem. pathetic! then..ok..my hotmail.. it actually says.. WEBSITE ERROR: CERTIFICATE EXPIRED rite? to abort or continue...hmm.. i just click on continue... ya..i can continue..but as soon as the website opens..it will continue to give me warnings in RED about the stOopid certificate thingy! to HELL! i gave up.. i do learn bout comps in school..but when it comes to all this weird stuff.. im still an IDIOT. i admit. if only i have the mind of a genius..hah! any genius out dere wana offer me their fantastic brains?? anyone..?? heh! ok crap. now! now! now! my itunes is giving me probs. "Cannot open itunes. Verify your problems." HUH??!! what the f***!! sorry people...this things are giving me headache..im really MAD. i just have to flush my anger with all those **** words up there. u noe, this is not me. *tears* i thought i cud chill out my mind by resting. took a nap. but then i was startled. i woke up over a bad dream. i dreamt being caught on a railway tracks, and there was a oncoming train. i manage to escape. close escape. cos my shoes are caught between the tracks..and thats how ive woken up. its a close one...like those u c in FINAL DESTINATION...remember anyone? then i tried tellin myself maybe cause my mind wasnt at ease and that resulted in those bad dreams. i cont my nap....then... startled AGAIN! i dreamt my manager kick me out from work coz he saw me outside one particular day when i actually told him im on MC n couldnt come to work............. ouh my! its the 2nd time. and i tell u..i dare not go back to sleep. toO scared to do so.. look out for mum. shes in the kitchen. told her..n then.. . . . i cried. tears roll down my cheek. yesh, its scary. really. especially the 1st one. she made me a cup of tea. get me slices of bread. told me to sit n watch tv. finally..my mind's clear OFF after that bad start yest. im looking forward to tomorrow. i do. till then. |
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