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It was never smooth-sailing
Posted 26 Oct 2007 // 1:21 pm



This year raya i didnt really spend my time visiting. Just a few relatives houses & a few friends'.It seems like i dont really have the time to do so. The weekends pass by so fast then its back to a working week. I have my beloved bf this year. After years of celebrating as a single lady. hee. But having bf, i still do not get to celebrate my raya with him. He has been so busy. I either raya with my family or other friends of mine. It is never the same without the man of my life.

Ive been shedding tears at work. My current workplace i mean. Tears of anger. I was scolded with no reason, for the wrong reason or just simply because of other's mistake. I DO NOT ENJOY MY TIME AT WORK. I wish each day pass by faster. I was not respected as an individual, i was scolded infront of everyone. I was being curse & swear when im not around. Things are just not fine at work. There are many backstabbing going around, hyprocrites, liars & most of all unfair bosses. If its not because of me having to support myself, i would have left the place so much earlier.

I was planning of applying for an admission to poly at a next intake. Early next year i suppose. Mum has been my pillar of strength, asking me to pull myself together, to stay strong & telling me its gonna be over very soon. Waking up each day & knowing that i have to go to such a bad luck place just to find $$ to keep me living like others do. It was never easy. I cried to sleep every night knowing how miserable everything was. I feel like quitting right away but i cant. Its a few months more to end of the year. I will keep holding on.

"The kisses that mum gave me each moment before i leave home keeps me strong to face whats going to happen at work"

For her, i'll be patience. She knows im a person who would rather suffer for sumone else happiness. For my believe is only one "let others do what they like to you, as long as you dont treat others bad, your life would be fine no matter how things get hard"

My life is never smooth-sailing..But i know..It happens with a reason. I know.

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