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long gone memories. welcome new life!
Posted 12 May 2008 // 9:00 pm
woah..

it has been a really roller coaster ride for me for the past months. i wont blame fate for what is happening. i accept everything that happens with open arms.

i quit my part-time job. i leave the place i once gain many friends. i switch to another job; a totally different environment and then i decide to quit again cause i find that i am not suitable for that kind of job. at this tough moments, is when i need someone to talk to badly. sadly, the person i used to rely to left; left me without even a last note, not even a last goodbye. i was sad i could not talk to him even for the last moment.

i sound like his dead. no. hee. he is still alive. but he choose to be with another woman. my blessings always be with him.

i never hold grudges. never will. the only thing i can say, chance has been given, but somehow or rather it was misused. i cant promise him i will be there for him in the future if anything happens to his life. ive helped him..a little too much i should say..till it affect my own happiness. but it's ok. i help and never ask for a return.

still, it was never appreciated.

on the contrary,

i got a new job. a very2 good pay. i hope(3x) this time it really stays. i look forward to obtaining a diploma. i need a stable job to sustain my education. after much hard work, this job really sound very appealing to me, many colleagues to get to know. i am very much welcome into the 'family'. i can feel that.

i know and understand very well that in working life, it can get political. i am prepare and fully aware that whatever i might face in the future are just challenges to prove my ability and it's part & parcel of learning.

soon, ill be very busy. contented with life. i suppose he left at the right moment. at the same time, my well blessings come into my life.

god is fair. as always he will be. =))

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