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stuck-up colleagues
Posted 7 May 2008 // 1:40 pm
i cant believe i overlook my schedule for this week. i was busy editing my blog last Monday till it has gone way to late. suddenly i feel like something is just not right. i dig up my schedule from my 'junk handbag' and give it a thorough check.

WTF. i was on morning shift that very day. which means i am left with only a few hours to sleep before heading to work. *giggles* ridiculous me!

work has been a-ok. they expect me to catch up very fast. i wont say i cant. but i need time and i need to absorb my knowledge and put it into practice often before i could master the skills. everything is so new to me. but i am sad that i do not have helpful people around me. seniors are told to guide me through but they seem to be doing it for the sake of doing it. you know, when someone is not sincere. it shows in their work. that's how i am being treated.

i shall be strong.

its the first time in my life..in a workplace..being so quiet. i do not wish to talk so much. people tend to think highly of themselves when they are on a level higher than us; especially to us newbie.

how i wish i could be in another country where i could live with friendly people all around me. let the cruel ones be just the minority. in that case, i am sure, i would be much happier and in peace.

my foreigner colleagues are much more helpful and friendly. i am not being racist(because most of my colleagues are chinese) neither am i looking down on my own nation. but that fact is so common here in Singapore.

it really pisses me off.

i shall see how my probation period goes.

after my 3 months. i see if i should or should not stay with the my current company.

to my surprise..i received my 1 week pay cheque. i thought my 1 week pay will be brought forward to the next month. but the finance department choose to give it to us. thankful.

i still hold on to my goal. but in achieving it i know i have to face many forms of hardship. whether or not i like it..i accept them with open arms always.

"God never promise us a smooth journey but he will always be there for us"

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