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Posted 27 Oct 2008 // 12:18 am
i got too many things to blog about. i do not which should start with. first & foremost, i have not been blogging for quite awhile. partly due to my busy schedule & partly due to not having 'the mood' to blog.i just came back home. went to cck library earlier to search for books to prepare for my assignments. bf accompanied me.. i do not even remember when was the last time i go to the library. bf was like.."dah lame kan tak jejak library...haha.."....then i go..."like duh!~" hah! two assigment due in a months time. i got not much time to spare. flipping through books finding the appropriate contents..surfing the net to get different ideas & thoughts. when work needs my 101% attention, school somehow gives me a kind of challenge to overcome stress. lecturers are fun..lectures are well organise..subjects are explain in detail...modules are interesting. how can i not love going to school. speaking about school. there is so much different if i am to compare basic education with tertiary levels. being in a class with all the same level of classmates are fun & enjoyable..however..being in class of more than 60 people and being with different people of different levels; working adults to be exact is SO much different. we are all full time working adults, schooling part time. from what i observe..we are like..ok, school starts at 7pm..i reach in time for lectures..i concentrate during lectures, as soon as my lecturer release the class, off i go. home is the next pit stop. bed is of course the next pleasure! i am so in need of rest. my body ache every now & then. feels like i am getting oh-so-old. eheks! I MISS MY FRIENDS. i have not been meeting 'friends' for so long. for this matter, it is so hard to explain. so hard to make others understand and so hard to actually not hear the negative point of view. i am not at all offended by what is happening around. neither do i hold grudges against any soul. i know what is going on in my life. i know what i want. i know who i need & most of all i know myself. i am so much thankful to my 'friends' who has been there for me for the past years. somehow has time goes by, everything has to change. the world never stop changing. we have too. its not that i forget the good deed or the help they have given me. i see myself stepping on a new path in life. i am working towards achieving what i need in my future life. thus, i need to give my extra focus. honestly..i do miss my friends.alot. to actually be back with 'the one' you have always loved right from the start after years of separation brings an ultimate feeling. it is just like re-living your past life but in a totally different world. it does not happen too many, since it happened to me..i have to admit..its a beautiful feeling..you would just wish to be with that person most of the time..planning together whats ahead for life..learning & understanding the mistakes made in the past.. in life..we cannot please everyone..& that's for sure. on a good note..i manage to raya-ing with my love one & his friends. it was a nice day out. fun gathering & nice get-to-know session. i am in deep purple love with bf..*giggles* erm..i might be on hiatus again soon. i am leaving for Genting this coming weekends. so, till my next post. *hugs* |
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