last weekend, it was a coincidence to meet ira love.

we did plan to meet up but somewhere cancel it last minute.

but! we happened to bump into each other in town. den we ended the nite by spending time together at esplanade; watching a cultural gig. totally unplan but it was fun!





i find it hard making choices; worst at this point of time. i do not know which or how to make a choice. i doubt my decision and that is why i am still making decisions even at this moment.

i had a tough week. nothing seems right at the office or to be exact i no longer feel a sense of belonging there. i hate the feeling. so much. the more i drag my existence, the more i feel bad about it.

haiz..when i am dying to feel happy. to feel glad with life. all this worries come pouring down on me. if only i have a good cash to fall back on, i would have left far long ago. it is because i have just enough that i hold on to my current job.

mum,dad,love,gfs has been giving me advices so that i make wise decision. not to make decision on impulse. but it is not about to go or not to go. it is about when should i go? i love the people around me. i do not want to disappoint them. i do not want to make the wrong decision that might affect them in one way or another. i do not want to trouble dad.

anxiously waiting for the call. in a day or 2. i pray hard.

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