Personal Glory Last Forever

the last time i updated my blog was on the 5th day of work. today is already more than a month since i started my new job. the environment is indeed great. i love the people around; helpful and friendly. it is totally a new environment of which i am still trying to adapt to. being in my previous company, i have neglected many things and my discipline has got from bad to worst. i wont blame fully on my previous employer but somehow it still comes down on how i perceive my life to be. if i hated the place there, i should have left long ago. i stayed and wish for things to change. a bad move i should say.

ok, enough of the past. my new environment welcomes my presence with open arms. however, i admit that i realise my every move is being observe. i have to behave at my best possible way. the early stage of getting to know my fellow colleagues is the hardest. although they see as a familiar face, i rarely had any conversation with them. i will try to create a good foundation so that tomorrow, the day after and so on and so forth, i not only gain colleagues but people whom i can trust my whole life.

other then work, my personal life has been..i should say fine as a whole. i wont say great cos' at times i still feel bad over many things. to avoid facing with the negative side is not easy as it may seem. i admit, growing up i grew closer to mum who has also been my pillar of strength. dad in the other end, gets worried too easily as he aged. he is also doubting over little things. but 1 thing i realise, he no longer scold me like how he used to do when i do certain things that dont please him like going out late in the wee hours. i know that he came to realise although i may not listen to him most of the time, i know how to think of the good/bad. i know my parents are worried over my future.

dad look up to the fact that i am also finding ways to upgrade myself work wise. he appreciate that i continue my studies to the next level without even seeking help from him financially. the 7 days in a week seem to past by really fast for me. i have tight schedules to meet; work, classes and routine quality time to spent with love ones.

after two days of mc. i am finally back to work. it feels so sucky to be home feeling sick. getting to breathe in the morn air as i walk out from home feels so refreshing.

on a good note, i got myself a replacement of my 'i-am-going-to-die-soon' laptop to a fresh brand new netbook. it is small, light; portable. it will be a great companion. i also splurge on a new watch. a brand i have always love because of the unique and sporty designs they always produce.

ok, i will update again soon. to those who thinks that my blog is dead. NO its not. the owner is still very much alive.

**my exams are coming soon. i wish the best for myself & of course luck to befall.

lots of love,
dr