the moment i tear open my exam slip. it was very much anticipated. i fear the subject eversince i know i need to take it. i was never good in digits. i FAILED my 'accounts and finance' paper. i was very disappointed with myself. although fear of bad results..i still did try my very best. i failed; by 1 mark. how sad is that. i tear up upon seeing the phrase, 'you may sit for your SUP paper on...'

i do not even wish to re-sit. that is equivalent to extra time to re-study, extra fees incur to SUP paper and all other extras. gosh. i just couldnt stop thinking about it. how stupid of me. darn.

this term, i have ECONOMICS, LAW & QMIM. now with additional ACCOUNTING paper, im dead meat. can i cope? i ask myself umpteenth times. though my loved ones kept saying..you can still try again. you deserve a 2nd chance. for me, i take that as a big blow. i am not a bright student, to get good grades i have to study my ass off.

teachers(some) in my pri/sch use to discriminate me & regard me as a failure student. i was always treated differently from the rest. i fall under the 'no hope' clan. so to strive to where i am now, was never easy.

i am very much disappointed with myself.


the thought of a empty hall with well-aligned tables & chairs. tense atmosphere. silence surrounding. footsteps of invigilators. it is enough to give me chills. i am very nervous when it comes to exam period. how can i not be? *sigh*

2 months to exams. preparations has begun for me.
counting the days to my papers.

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