Personal Glory Last Forever

i came to realise that many of my blogger mates has quit the blogging world. eversince i started on 2006, never once a thought came to mind that i should quit the blogging world. i blog to express my thoughts and share my life. i am never too personal about it. i especially love the feeling of 'after blogging'. a sign of relieve that you are able to pour your heart out. it is a nice feeling i should say; for me atleast.

time flies. 22 years ago i was born; so pure so anxious about the future that awaits me. now that i am 22, i came to fully understand that the future holds more of a diverse responsibilities than my first imagination of it being a fantasy like those i see in my favourite disney movies. being a grown up lady in an ever-changing world, there is nothing better than learning the wide aspects of the purpose of life. what seem to be a fantasy imagination when paper and crayons was my favourite past-time, is actually a world full of 'serious business' and every minutes counts.

god gave us life; restriction was never mentioned. we humans should determine what's right/ wrong. what's good/ bad. "life is a gift, not a given right."

when problem arise, god equip our body with brains that work a million ways. of course it still comes down to us on whether we think with our brains or act with our heart. people say the brain work wonders, the heart often wanders. its TWO big difference. we are our own judges. it is good to make mistakes in life, we learn.

i truly believe in the miracle that may happen in life, thus, i have a very positive outlook on life. i put my sorrows at the back of my mind. i ease myself by sharing my sadbacks with the most trusted person i know; my mum. i put a smile most of the time. i do not believe in bragging about my sorrows with others and sulking over it publicly. this personality of mine has really taught me self-control and being responsible of my own act.

life is full of surprises. experiences taught us to anticipate.

living in an urban and well developed city, Singapore. what is there i need to whine about? everything is perfecto! here. i love where i belong. most of all, i am indeed grateful. having watch the wars, the attacks, the bloodshed, the anger of mother nature, i am lucky enough to be here in this petite island. the news scares me out, i pity the dead, the family of the deceased, the survivors, the video of aftermath, it made me a more grateful individual.

i was born and raised as a Muslim. i believe in the wonders of all the different religions. as much as i love being a Muslim, i believe every single human should. thanks to our ancestors. i was sad when Muslim was badly condemned and criticise after the 911 incident in 2001. it left the world shock and utter their disbelieves.

main suspect = Muslim.

but a point was raise by US Mr. President, Barack Obama. "Muslim should not be look down upon, not all Muslim is bad, only them" my highest salute to you sir.

personally i feel the same too. i have many friends from all walks of life and religion beliefs but we all are special in our own way. and 1 thing for sure, we respect each others' religion. that utmost important.

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though i face with many sadbacks and stress lately. i am coping well. financially strong now. i learn to discard my bad habits of spending unnecessarily and save double my usual. by 25, i should be independent in every way. start travelling and see the world. make full use of my singlehood. before i could even think of settling down with my companion through the rest of my life. money is important to me now, with money, everything i ever dream of, can be fulfill. money makes the world goes round, true indeed. it is a FACT.

i am a happy girl in a happy world, jotting down my happy thoughts for my happy readers!

*ps: i just adopted a kitten. and its the cutest thing i have ever imagine adopting. i yearn to watch it grow and be an active and strong cat. not forgetting being my companion and bundle of joy.

oh, i heard my school is looking for bloggers. i am going to send my URL! see what is up for me. :))