tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-115027822012-02-22T00:04:09.365-08:00Razeantinoreply@blogger.comBlogger5531100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-4946671608301490512011-10-18T07:54:00.000-07:002011-10-17T17:56:22.477-07:00

i wish i am a brilliant student who are capable of Scoring As or Bs in school.but fact is,it never happen in my life.failure after failure put me at my lowest level.a student who was always the few last ones in pri/sec sch is trying her luck in getting a bachelor-i deserve a slap on my face.i should be glad enough i pass through PSLE & O'levels.but trying my luck at this level is damn digging my

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it seems more like a mind therapy instead of thinking of it as a part time job.i get a good boss, nice colleagues, near home.ill just take it as a time for self-reflection while earning that extra bucks.hopefully what i dream of, will come true.i only pray to god to let me be at the best of health to pull through this period.insyallah.

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It was very intimidating.I could feel my heart racing even at this moment.It is totally a different environment, a different job scope and people i do not know.I kind of keep to myself until only when someone start talking to me.I try to play safe.I do not want to appear 'over-friendly' neither do i want to give a wrong impression.Being a new job, you really have know how to portray

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Being a newbie is nerve-wrecking.Every moves are being watched,every work done are being commented on.Not that i not like the fact, but i am just worried. Though i was mentally prepared.Facing up to real life hands-on prove it takes more than just the mental state. This is my choosen line; the fashion industry.I choose to be here.I have to start from scratch and learn all aspect of this industry

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Last post; January 2011. That's how long i have not been updating my blog.Life's been a crazy roller coaster.I slap back on myself each time i feel like my life's been a mess because i have myself to question the reason 'why'. I miss blogging. It is 15mins past 4am.The heavy downpour woke me up.My cats playing catching.Basically i am just jotting down whatever's happening around me right

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-74426640967079271832011-01-15T16:49:00.000-08:002011-02-11T18:00:09.155-08:00

15th January 2011i miss blogging.since 2004,blogging has been one of my must-have dose.i feel contented each time after i blog.the feeling of being able to express my thoughts is unexplainable.it feels really good.its 2011.the new year began,we're exactly 2 weeks after.see how time flies?2 weeks more and we would say hello to February.needless to say,we do not realise how busy our life gets,all

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-6679077766972212392011-01-02T20:45:00.000-08:002011-01-02T05:27:01.090-08:00

hello 2011.the new year is here again.a brand new year, marks a brand new beginning.it has always been the norm that new year comes with a new year resolution.mine would be to excel in my studies & to improve on my time management.i am weak when it comes to juggling my time between work & school.i spend my new year with my man.my dearest boyfriend who has always been with me through my ups &

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yippee!!i welcome a new desire into my successful wishlist!a new laptop. so i got myself an Acer Aspire 4741G on 27 November 2010.this will be my pressie for myself to mark the end of 2010.i am all smile right now. *grin*

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It is always nice to be lazing home on a Sunday afternoon. I help mum with some of the household chores earlier. Raya is coming, lots of cleaning need to be done. Oh i wish i could have a new bedroom set but i have to drop that idea meanwhile for the sake of my lasik surgery. I was glad that i made the choice to go on with my lasik. I am blessed to have gotten back my perfect eyesight.Probably my

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It is exactly 12 days more to Hari Raya. The excitement can be felt by all Muslim. I was up till late last night. I bring mum to Geylang bazaar to get some groceries so that she can start making her 'kueh'. It is the long awaited moment, i love my mum's baking so much. All her kueh taste perfect!I had a conversation with my colleague few days back, it is true enough that while our mums are around

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Being home on a Friday night is relaxing. Eventhough i should not be home at this hour on this day (i am suppose to be in class), i think i do made the right decision to skip class for today due to unforeseen reasons. I text my classmate, Juliana to inform her that i will not attend class and i will really appreciate if she can take down notes for me. :)I realise that i bring about many problems

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Another Thursday morning; the usual alarm, the usual snoozing, the usual "jump-out-of-bed-shit-im-late". I dread going to work lately so i decide to think of something that i could change out of my daily routine so as to make my days more of an upbeat mode. It took me quite awhile to figure out what can i change. So, it all started out on this holy month of Ramadan 2010 which falls on August all

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I reminisces, exactly a year ago, on this very month, i completed my diploma. I was jumping in joy when i received the certificate on hand. Mum was with me when i go and collect the certificate. She gave a warm smile; i know she is happy for me. Now, i am in the midst of battling out to complete my Degree. Of course, qualifications are just paper form but what i yearn to achieve is the sense of

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22 July 2010it feels like a 2nd chance in life.thanks to my patience and endurance.i manage to go for my lasik surgery.my vision started deteriorating at the tender age of 8.i started wearing spectacles at the age of 10.contact lenses at the age of 13.& at the age of 22 i decided to go on with the surgery.for my own good.i have better vision now, perfect i should say.i have god to thank.i promise

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this is my bundle of joy!i love him to bits. time is running out.exams are nearing.im so freakin' nervous.but still, i have to do my best.ive been facing lots of probs with love lately.though things are tough, we manage to talk things out and figure ways to settle our probs.i love him no matter what. gd nyte.

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i came to realise that many of my blogger mates has quit the blogging world. eversince i started on 2006, never once a thought came to mind that i should quit the blogging world. i blog to express my thoughts and share my life. i am never too personal about it. i especially love the feeling of 'after blogging'. a sign of relieve that you are able to pour your heart out. it is a nice feeling i

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i had a simple yet memorable birthday celebration with family, bf & colleagues.lots of wishes from tons of people.i am 22!!i wish the best for myself, may i be bless with good things in life.i wish to achieve success & be happy always.a new day and a new hope awaits me tomorrow onwards.**the presents i got and the treat are great! appreciate it so much

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"you know i love you"

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firstly, do you realise how bad the weather is nowadays?it is just so terrible.the hot sun seems to be protruding straight INTO our skin & it feels like our skin wants to peel open.the earth getting old.very old.like humans, it aged.we humans have to do something to slow it down.i worry.of course the universe gonna come to an end soon BUT please; not soon. saw the news at CNA.killing everywhere;

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the moment i tear open my exam slip. it was very much anticipated. i fear the subject eversince i know i need to take it. i was never good in digits. i FAILED my 'accounts and finance' paper. i was very disappointed with myself. although fear of bad results..i still did try my very best. i failed; by 1 mark. how sad is that. i tear up upon seeing the phrase, 'you may sit for your SUP paper on...'

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i have been sick for almost a week.PERIOD.

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after days on medication.back to WORK tomorrow.CHECK OUT THIS VIDEO!!he is a successful entrepeneur by 24!!just by selling BBQ sauce!he took out his entire savings at 20 & kick-off the business.recipe? mum's secret recipe. WOW!!i am totally amazed.

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it only takes a day to fall sick.it takes many days to get well.the theory remains forever.agree??i spent my weekends and weekdays fighting fever/flu/cough.a 'battle' i aim to defeat my 'opponent'; the faster the better.i am not worry about losing.but the comment that i may get from 'spectators'.it aint easy afterall, if you are being paid, ok..you know what i mean.i have long wanted to work on

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it will be a long road to SUCCESS.but i will never give up for sure;not even when i 'fall'.life is all about learning.it is not about regrets and sorrows.

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HELLO PEOPLE!i have not been updating for very long indeed. i am busy with other personal stuffs and working on 'something'. not that i am on hiatus. just that i will update less often. i do miss blogging, so so much. actually i got lots in mind to blog about but i have very little time to spare. been busy with work and school. as usual lar huh. tsk.tsk.ok, i will update when time permits. i love

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i couldnt put myself to sleep last night. my health has not been right lately. my migraine keeps coming back. i dont know why but it has been quite frequent lately. no matter how i try to relax my body, calm my mind, still it just wont go away. i hate to eat medicine. i do not want to get 'hook' to my drug. the drug that my doctor gave me is very strong. there are certain limits to how many tabs

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i couldnt put myself to sleep last night. my health has not been right lately. my migraine keeps coming back. i dont know why but it has been quite frequent lately. no matter how i try to relax my body, calm my mind, still it just wont go away. i hate to eat medicine. i do not want to get 'hook' to my drug. the drug that my doctor gave me is very strong. there are certain limits to how many tabs

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the last time i updated my blog was on the 5th day of work. today is already more than a month since i started my new job. the environment is indeed great. i love the people around; helpful and friendly. it is totally a new environment of which i am still trying to adapt to. being in my previous company, i have neglected many things and my discipline has got from bad to worst. i wont blame fully

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today marks the 5th day of work.new environment is pleasant.am glad that my friendly attributes help me to 'click' well with colleagues.everybody welcome my presence with open arms.i appreciate that so much.i reli hope in the days to come things will go smoothly.my immediate superior are respectful ladies who has been indeed a great mentor.they guide me along closely.how time flies..it feels like

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i shall talk about my 'break' some other time.it is almost time to hit the sack; back to work tomorrow.

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“None of us will ever accomplish anything excellent or commanding except when he listens to this whisper which is heard by him alone.”im glad it happen.i gain trust from a respectful soul.thank god.i can never be happier.

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01.01.2010hey! its a brand new year!!!spent my day well with love yesterday.it was super pack everywhere.we window shop at VivoCity.guess what?!! i fall in love with a killer heels over at pull&bear!!size 40 on display, i try it on, and it was damn gorgeous!love has to look up to me..hahaha!!but he agree it was nice on me too. haiz..=((sadness, it cost quite a sum.so ya..give it a miss.maybe next

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i am counting the days to oh-so-many things! SINGAPORE IDOL 2009......SEZAIRI!!!! wee....i knew it will be him! for sure!!so..its like 3 years in a row, a malay singaporean won.next year? me? haha!! parents kept asking me to try. geez.ok, back to me. i am looking forward to the new year.my new year resolution would be..."to think before i act & to act with determination"yesh!! dat will be it. my

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"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on. "

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last weekend, it was a coincidence to meet ira love.we did plan to meet up but somewhere cancel it last minute.but! we happened to bump into each other in town. den we ended the nite by spending time together at esplanade; watching a cultural gig. totally unplan but it was fun!i find it hard making choices; worst at this point of time. i do not know which or how to make a choice. i doubt my

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T.G.I.Fi so dont feel like working today.lucky tomorrow off day.*anxiously waiting for that call

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DFrue á luxethe name struck me.suddenly.

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I HAVE BIG DREAMS.at times i thought; would it happen?but then again, i wont know till i try.ive been having random thoughts, ideas & planning.only that when will be the right time? "there is no failure except in no longer trying"

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i have not been updating.there are just too many things happening around me.i do not feel good about it.the thought of running far away; have yet.it erks me alot.i need a break. a long desired break.i pray for help. please.

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late updates~~my previous weekends was awesome. though it was a simple one.but being around with love ones are really fan-ta-bulous!i had my lovely Saturday with love of course.and beautiful Sunday with mum & dad.Saturdaywe aint got much cash yet.. the desire to meet up on Saturdays is always a must.we head out almost close to 7pm.we head straight to Marina; my choice that is.so sick of town,

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since losing a kg or two. im even keen to lose more. ive been stepping on the weighing scale week aft week.my beloved uncle has been advising me.stick to strict veggie only. lots & lots of plain water he says.most important, jog more; more round dat is.*chuckles*ps: i need to lose weight fast

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it lasted about half an hour.it was nothing but loud voices.you denying, i assuming.we both lose out.with tears to sleep.& i realise, i miss you.

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hey all. i almost didnt realise it was Friday today. it has been a really fast week. pay cheque's out. that marks another start to a new month. it was never different, i am always oh-so-tight in cash.remember the interview i post about. i had it on thursday morning. i was all anxious. the office was pleasant. i waited for almost to an hour. yet my interview lasted barely 15mins?interviewers: "Hi

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“The ultimate measure of a man is not where he stands in moments of comfort and convenience, but where he stands at times of challenge and controversy.”be strong honey.

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"since you chose to play the game, i volunteer to roll the dice first up.."you ready?

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i got a new job offer. the jobscope listed is so interesting & challenging.i will try for an interview. shall see the outcome. i hope its positive. i am so waiting for a new environment & of course a better "S-eleven". *prayers*

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heres for you Eera & Ira babes!! enjoyYyyy...! "pat your wit ladies...!!PAT..PAT your wit ladies...!!"muacks!!

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i was spending the past 2 days stick to my comp watching videos in youtube. i was so bored. i couldnt sleep early so the thought came. i search for interviews; celebrity interviews. a few caught my attention..starting of with christina aguilera..then i went on to britney spears & not forgetting the king of pop michael. they have this one thing in common about them that many MAY not have realise..

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it was unintentionally. i never want it to happen. i swear.would you forgive me?

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19.10.09 i wish my love..HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAY!!may he be bless with good health.always surrounded by love ones.& be happy always.

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im TIRED of working.im working from pay to pay.working & working.but it was never enough.i long for a holiday.with bestie/love; either.but its been awhile since i free my mind.school is starting soon.gd/bad point.bad point, ive never had a holiday just yet.and now its like "ok dewi, back to sch!"i have to start planning.N.O.Wps: i really need time to rest & rejuvenate. good day.

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& yah..i sold my iphone away.i got fark up with it; i reli do.when everyone is dying to own it.i decided to give it up after only a month of using it.now im using a simple hp. hees.im loving it so far. it has been 'behaving'.atleast its user-friendly.gd news!!my loan was approved for my degree course.i will commence school on November.it will be a 3yr course.i pray and hope ill do well. ill

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13.10.09.Hari Raya outing with dear and friends; the D.T cliques.we 'kick off' about 1pm.meet up over at jurong. herman's crib.its been awhile i meet up with the cliques.hello to all of them. they were like.."eh dewi, how are you..lame tk nmpk.."we rode on 2 wheels this year unlike the pr evious year.it was fun, 'kecoh'. this is my 2nd year with them.nice people. friendly.i was the one who is

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-86818696532297732242009-09-29T20:12:00.000-07:002009-09-29T05:19:20.599-07:00

should i?about a month ago, i bought the iphone. been using for awhile when i realise it starts to hang. to add on, there are many things i cant access like many other mobile phones i've used before. it kinds of irritate me; alot.been thinking for a few days already, if i should settle down with a normal mobile instead. as i grew up, been contented so many things, i really find it a hassle to

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-34431731778748572752009-09-23T20:43:00.000-07:002009-09-23T05:47:10.332-07:00

kepada semua yang mengenali Dewi.Sempena lebaran yang mulia ini.Dewi ingin menyusun jari meminta maaf andai adetersilap kate atau terkasar bahasa dalam persahabatan kita;baik yang disengajekan mahu pun tidak.Dewi ucapkan selamat hari raya untuk teman/sahabat/saudara yang tersayang serta keluarga.maaf lahir dan batini really enjoyed my lebaran. went visiting.first house as usual was 'nyah' house;

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-20899103893644113532009-09-14T09:00:00.000-07:002009-09-13T18:03:14.709-07:00

i had a gd rest on Sunday.back to work on a lazy Monday morning & i was late.heh.the sun is already way up when i step out of home.i walk as fast as i could.08:10am-punch in.oOps.ok.i finally curl back my hair.was having doubts when deciding if i should.bf was by my side."up to you dear, i still love u with ur curls"awww....and i did! bf say he has always love me in curls.last night, had a short

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-7096760099077429762009-09-09T12:27:00.000-07:002009-09-08T21:34:58.615-07:00

shall i settle with this hairstyle?what you think??suit me?

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-7371785257680764522009-09-08T21:01:00.000-07:002009-09-08T17:42:35.484-07:00

a spontaneous plan; night out with ira babe turns out fun and joyful.alongside our man, us four really make great companion.oh-so-looking forward to our next day out.i miss ira so much. it has been been quite awhile.the other night, dear decide to catch a movie.another spontaneous plan, we had none in mind.but after much thinking, we settle with a movie..a hilarious damn irritatingly funny

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-28784668453742939052009-08-23T09:18:00.000-07:002009-08-22T18:32:00.277-07:00

yea! guess what..like finally..i made it!after over a year of consistent effort. i pass my course.i gain my diploma. thumbs up for myself!!a great achievement.and is really worth the effort.i made it this far. i am sure i can go even further.so whats next? of course, i yearn to continue.so, in a couple of months time. i hope to get back to school.im oh-so-eager!and before i forget...i think god

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-57318107108082085712009-08-14T08:55:00.000-07:002009-08-13T17:59:57.043-07:00

T.G.I.Ftomorrow is my OFF for me; so, that explains.good day all. happy working.love

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HELLO fellow bloggers.i have taken indeed a long break from blogging.been contented with many things in life.issues from school to family.now that school is literally over.pending results are giving me butterfly in my tummy.i predict 1 of the results will be in my mail by this evening.im waiting for 3 actually.ive been spending time texting gfs;friends i miss spending time with when i was

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-86967629098338897962009-07-14T12:19:00.000-07:002009-07-13T21:30:47.471-07:00

today and the week that follows will be a crucial one for me.school is coming to a complete end. it has been a tough journey. tiring and nearly made me wear out.been this far, ive yet to prove its worth the effort.i know i have not been updating lately.i will not do so too for this week and after.i will be back actively blogging away on the last week of July.so, take care gurlfrens.wish me luck;

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-63480398528684660752009-06-29T13:56:00.000-07:002009-06-28T23:08:16.611-07:00

transformers on Sat morning was a blast!!rate 10/10, it wa just aMaZzing..i watch the movie with love, my babe & her beau.we waited hours to watch the show & i tell you it IS really worth the wait.so much of enjoyment huh dewi?now back to your BOOKS!!exams is coming in 2 weeks time.i really have to give my best for this FINAL round.after that..S.I.M? hee.*hopes*

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-24152247551405462462009-06-28T19:03:00.000-07:002009-06-28T04:16:46.080-07:00

headlines.news.broadcast.we have lost an iconic idol star.'KING OF POP'.michael jackson1958-2009too sudden,too early.too soon.deeply miss.extreme saddened.the whole world tear.they wont be another him. not even a 'copy' of him.he's one in a lifetime;just once.oh i miss his dance.i grew up with his song, 'smooth criminal'.a beat that stays in my head.it will forEVER.my class test on Fri was a...

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-12484326654153876382009-06-24T22:29:00.000-07:002009-06-24T07:44:21.712-07:00

looking at her pics just so remind me of my long lost natural curls. hee.thanks to this itchy thought of mine, i got the hairdresser to iron it sleek straight.but oh well, i need a change of hair to energize the way i look.if not, with my hectic workplace and such long curly tresses.i aint got much time to take good care of it leaving it all lifeless.so..ok-ok.i shall get it straight now.I AM IN

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-22218014835119466922009-06-23T20:16:00.000-07:002009-06-23T05:27:20.764-07:00

i knew it's coming and i feel it's spreading.god. my head spins and my body ache so bad.i suddenly seem to lose my strength. yet i still force myself to get up.i make my way to work. but of course, i aint got any mood. i feel dizzy and i look pale.each time i fall sick, i have doubts of whether i should or should not head to work.if i am not around, no one knows what to do. even when i am around,

Razeantinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-69866992150449104672009-06-18T09:11:00.000-07:002009-06-17T18:35:09.713-07:00

i was not at my best self this days."not everyday is a good day afterall.."i am in the office. just had my usual morning addiction of 'MrBean'. another long day for me. have to meet up my girl mates at sch for project discussion after work.tiring week..im oh-so-restless.its unexplainable.*silence*

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-61878693014633042112009-06-13T11:54:00.000-07:002009-06-12T21:13:54.808-07:00

what a perfect saturday morning; so cool.as usual i drove to work.window wind down enjoying the windy morning.i am all smiles. cos i wake up late but i really feel i had sufficient rest.life commitment has really tire me out.i get moody often cos' little things easily pist me off.on a good note, i am glad to hear that love is happy with work.his payday is today and he is excited about it.what is

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-2937465922053807062009-06-11T21:01:00.000-07:002009-06-11T06:19:41.379-07:00

it never did struck me that life could be this tough now that it has been this far.each day waking up i know i hold a responsibility that i need to fulfill.each step i take making my way to the office gets me thinking of what problems will i need to face soon later.the moment i sat down at my desk, turn on my PC..i inhale deeply marking the start of the 'run'. my outlook maximises and emails come

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-24646892682761385092009-06-08T19:05:00.000-07:002009-06-08T04:39:52.779-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!! tsk.tsk.i took a day off just to spent time with love.btw, thanks so much ALL for the wishes. so much appreciated!back to work tomorrow & erm..school! *yawn*

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-75690588829354769562009-06-03T19:10:00.000-07:002009-06-03T04:13:16.841-07:00

its almost 1900hrs.i am still in the office..bloggin? hah.i am not in the mood to head home so early. had a lil' tiff with dad yesterday. just got present, then fought. duh.nearing my twenty-ONE. im anxious.but, worried a little.adulthood life is not easy at all.tough times are norm.easy life only after hard work.i envy those who are bless with perfect life.but however, life afterall is not about

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-53854578639978725722009-06-01T13:53:00.000-07:002009-06-01T23:04:08.788-07:00

wee..!!dad bought me an advanced pressie.introducing my new 'partner'..'Mr.N96'i loveEe..the large screen so much.when love called, his pic covered the whole screen.(sort of my main reason on choosing this)tsk.tsk.thanks daddy!!on a happier note.love purposely come all the way to my office by public just to bring me a packet of chicken rice.i've been dying to have chicken rice.so nice of him..*

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-73419895696274995012009-05-29T23:51:00.000-07:002009-05-29T09:13:52.071-07:00

as many may know. i am counting the days. anxiously i am.*keep guessing*by the way, i am dying to lose inches.not to be super skinny but to be lighter and so much healthier.u tink i can??? the fact that i am tall and have big bones, if i put on weight..i end up appearing so gigantic; this is my honest point of view. well, my reflection tells.love is against my idea but i told him, i think i am

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-83562312271394964422009-05-27T21:15:00.000-07:002009-05-27T06:52:42.980-07:00

dear all,BLOG UNDER CONSTRUCTION.back soon.love,dr

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we spent our usual Saturday together. we stroll, we chat, we joke; as usual. no particular destination. we just go where our legs wish to. hee.though being financially tight, we still make an effort to spend time together. even having to share and cut down on our meals and sharing bites every now and then. we know we sacrifice for good. it was never felt like a burden to me nor him.we supported

Razeantinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-69736730884637458072009-05-03T19:42:00.000-07:002009-05-27T06:44:38.259-07:00

my Saturday was spent well with love. since there are good movies showing, staying home seems to be the best choice. before the movie started, we took a walk to the neighbourhood shopping centre to pack dinner home. just in time home for the movie, we settle down comfortably in each others arms, munching our dinner and 'fixing' our eyes to the tv.first up @ 7pm was "Just my Luck". this movie is

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-75970830102099648272009-04-17T22:29:00.000-07:002009-04-17T07:51:48.221-07:00

my Good Friday was indeed a GOOD one. pictures are self-explanatory.I had a GRREAAAT time with the cliques. beautiful people indeed. *gorgeous ones* *the trio* smile!! quick one!!the escalator pose(wana so mcm paham!)exams so near; a couple of days life.i am so nervous.i hope i do better this time round.As and Bs?? *grin*gd nite.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-12606536467524630302009-04-12T23:01:00.000-07:002009-04-12T08:06:23.952-07:00

exams in less than a week. stress. pressure.on a good note.i hang out on Friday night with two other couples.we made the perfect six. seriously.i look forward to another day with them. so much.shall update pictures soon!STUDY HARD!!! i kept telling myself.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-18432911873900958402009-04-04T21:53:00.000-07:002009-04-04T06:57:30.401-07:00

dear..i miss US.so much.i promise ill 'pay' back the times we missed.i apologise for neglecting u often due to other commitments.even though u say u understand.it still hurts me bad to turn u down.hugs.kisses.i love u.forever.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-20887268547598892442009-03-30T21:31:00.000-07:002009-03-30T06:45:52.477-07:00

my schedule was just too tight.i got so tired up each day.i look forward to a good day by end of this month.facing the calm sea ....with love by me would be the best moment..ever.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-81262905130859608002009-03-29T21:01:00.000-07:002009-03-29T06:06:11.683-07:00

im taking a LONG break from blogging babes.be back soon.HIATUS----

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-85034101096183209052009-03-02T21:29:00.000-08:002009-03-02T05:33:42.155-08:00

like finally after months.i made a decision.to clear my curls.& get a sleek straight tresses.im so missing my natural curls.but i did it with a purpose.to minimise my hairfall.so..i gave my hair a break.straight hair are more manageable.one day..i will get those curls back.trust me. hee.honey gave me a surprise last night..a necklace with a tiny love pendant.Nothing's impossibleNothing's

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-29210770152909075842009-02-26T20:01:00.000-08:002009-02-26T04:48:22.029-08:00

its been a "long...time...coming....."since i blog! hee.been busy.as always.but im still here.=))many2 things has happen for the past weeks.1 happy thing.i pass my 2nd module..Grade C dis time round in Business Management.better than the other one. hee.i see myself doing fine in school.but i cant deny the 3 modules that i am currently studying.is a little tough.lessons are shorts..classes is very

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-35127054992522952582009-02-15T19:08:00.000-08:002009-02-15T03:38:33.975-08:00

hey everyone,its Sunday afternoon, kind of almost to evening actually. im home alone. my family has just left home, out for a walk somewhere. i just dont feel like tagging along today. the feel of 'wanting to be home' got over me somehow.so, here i am,in my room, watching "Are you smarter than a 5th grader". it was really anticipating. i have not really watch the whole show before. however, today

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-86934022865657166982009-02-12T22:32:00.000-08:002009-02-12T06:45:00.631-08:00

my 2nd week of lessons is over.how time flies.see.told ya!topics get so much complicated.exciting yet frightening.each & every single word that the lectures say.i jotted down..clearly & carefully.attentively listening to him.as he says.."...class..this topic will be in your exams.."he said that too often.that i thinks it covers MOST of the topics.duh.on Tuesday i'm a 'Manager', the next day im an

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-72170683746584577142009-02-09T18:26:00.000-08:002009-02-09T19:17:09.666-08:00

(a pic we took on 2003)i drift apart from honey.due to my jam pack schedule.the only meet up is on Saturday.i have to live with it.so do him.no choice.i shall leave it in godwills."tears was my companion each night."ok a good note.i am meeting my bestest gf this Friday.i am so looking forward.i miss her so damn much.another gossip session coming up! hee.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-5038501792072897172009-02-03T23:07:00.000-08:002009-02-03T07:18:02.141-08:00

i love love love reading books.love, thriller, suspend, fictions, you name it! =))i'm in love with all.i can spend ours reading thru those lines & paragraphs.i anticipate the climax of all the story books i read.if the flow goes really well, the longer i'll stick to reading it.BUT....im a lil' weak.LITTLE.i mean it..when it comes to study books.diploma booklets to be precise for 'now'. tsk.its so

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-43579989120718474132009-02-02T23:56:00.000-08:002009-02-01T19:53:16.402-08:00

its MUNDANE(monday) morning.i woke up early & get ready for work.slip on a bright yellow top.to perk my 'always draggy' monday.it really helps.though theres work piling up here on my office table.i just feel so 'ON' today.hee.its almost noon.see how time flies.. "when you're having 'fun'.."*giggles*gd day everyone!!ps: honey picking me up today.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-53002089761071443242009-01-29T23:24:00.000-08:002009-01-29T07:39:12.980-08:00

i had a super long break,holiday.CNY stretch all the way till today.tomorrow is back to work!urgh.hee.so lazy.obviously.still, im glad.my body seems did went thru an 'overhaul'.its like i hit on the 'reboot' button.hee.i do feel excited to head back to the office tomorrow.most of my foreigner colleagues are still on holiday.thus, i will be in a half filled office.quiet for sure.peace.=))i spent

Razeantinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-28627125592674227972009-01-26T15:04:00.000-08:002009-01-25T23:16:22.529-08:00

the long weekend.the long awaited weekend.now that it's here.i dont even know what im suppose to do.*giggles*i drag myself up from bed.mum wake me up.ya..ya..i know its almost noon.but wat the heck.im super lazy.hee.bf gotta work.missing him damn much.hw do i spent a day not thinking bout him.he's just so addictive.my drug.hahs.it's gona be a long long day.no where to go.not in the mood to head

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-13050257607423155752009-01-23T13:50:00.000-08:002009-01-22T21:57:06.006-08:00

you see us through. you 'promise' you'll be there & stuffs. you told us we could call you when times are at its worst. we thought you are really a reliable 'friend'. time prove otherwise. you are smart but in a stupid way. a round of applause to you. cause you have succeded in making us couples fought.you tell a 'tale' of imaginary. i used to love imaginary tales..yes..when i WAS a kid.a little

Razeantinoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-55135128830589391302009-01-19T13:40:00.000-08:002009-01-18T21:44:11.918-08:00

the monday blues is taking control.19/01/2009 - my lazy2 day.i force myself up from bed.take a long lazy shower.take my own lazy time to dress up.kiss mum.drag my feets lazily to the mrt station.sit lazily pondering when ill reach my workplace.*snore*work is a total chaos today.it just makes my eyes open.well, actually have to.ok, i just took a time out from my workload to blog.i nid a break. &..

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-11420271769179278572009-01-13T22:01:00.000-08:002009-01-13T06:31:19.155-08:00

it wasnt easy afterall.i slack.out of my own will.consequences?i bear on my own.panic.things got worst; feelings take control of the mind.words said was unintentional.anger was unpredictable.i almost give up, breakdown.only then..to stop & think."failing ones doesnt mean forever i will."i am sure.indeed; very.night.

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-57266257641830063042009-01-08T19:15:00.000-08:002009-01-08T03:30:53.356-08:00

"So you could give me wings to fly,and catch me if I fall.Or pull the stars down from the sky,so I could wish on them all.But I couldn't ask for more.'cause your love is the greatest gift of all.In your arms, I found a strength inside meAnd in your eyes, there's a light to guide me.I would be lost without you.and all that my heart could ever want has come true"when my exams over.we'll spent a

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-4163536239171519592009-01-01T22:17:00.000-08:002009-01-01T06:25:58.151-08:00

i almost didnt realise; a year pass just like that. the year came to an end so soon. a fresh start has begin, a new journey lies ahead, new plans has to be made and most of all, new resolution! mine? heh. read thru my post...... i spent the night counting down the minutes to 2009 in darling's arm. it was so memorable & exciting. to be in his arms once again after all the years is more than i

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-40117199928274611882008-12-25T16:45:00.000-08:002008-12-25T01:12:25.619-08:00

22nd Dec. Monday night. bump into ira babe @ yew tee Esso! hee. wat a coincidence! & i get to hug her! the last time we met was like weeks ago. i was suppose to be in sch that particular time. but i was very unlucky dat day. i wanted to print my assignments at work for submission. but the file got corrupted & i ended up having to rush back home to get my backup assignment file.darling offered to

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-7428973032514259602008-12-16T22:02:00.000-08:002008-12-16T06:54:03.560-08:00

my Saturday was well spent. i had a fantabulous day spent with darling dear, bestie & his babe. what more could i ask for then having a day spent with all my love ones. hee. it was all a last minute plan actually.i start of the day very early, was on half day work. as the clock struck 1230pm, i pack fast & head home to darling's crib.we hang out for awhile @ home. but soon later, i was so hungry

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-62907797595319147112008-12-07T16:17:00.000-08:002008-12-07T00:42:50.150-08:00

when life gets too contented. im left with very minimal time even for some time alone.i miss my quiet reading session all alone in the comfort of my room.i do not even have time to update my blog.there aint much happenings in my life anyway accept for the hectic schedule i dread going through.my weekdays are filled with 'datelines' & urgent issues all pile up @ the office.i once say i hate

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-2628141915753509122008-11-10T00:01:00.000-08:002008-11-09T08:16:38.248-08:00

time management = very poori know 'juggling' school/work would be tough.time management is thus important.still, i never did able to plan that well.i need a little more time.sorting out life schedules is indeed what i need to figure out first & foremost.i get very tired easily nowadays.meal disorders.migraine every now & then.mood swings."THIS IS BAD...." , i thought.i am doing great with my

Razeantinoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-11502782.post-81248145837941350052008-10-27T00:18:00.000-07:002008-10-26T09:31:02.751-07:00

i got too many things to blog about. i do not which should start with. first & foremost, i have not been blogging for quite awhile. partly due to my busy schedule & partly due to not having 'the mood' to blog.i just came back home. went to cck library earlier to search for books to prepare for my assignments. bf accompanied me.. i do not even remember when was the last time i go to the library.

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